January 2005 @ Esalen

It's been another month full of lessons at Esalen. I decided to participate in a theater games and improvisation workshop for the month. I thought this would be a good way to challenge myself. What better place to face my fears than in an environment as safe as Esalen.

It's been a rewarding month, maybe most of all because of the inherent hardships within. In my time here, I feel I've gained immeasurable confidence and a greater sense of being self-assured. I think the most important lesson I've taken is to speak my truth at all times, no matter the cost.

Now I'm leaving Esalen and heading off into the unknown. I'd like to return as an intern at their preschool, but my future with Gazebo is still uncertain. In any case, I'm grateful to Esalen for all I've been taught, the friendships I've made, and for the seemingly endless love and support it has provided.